So I saw the counselor in residence just now. I literally just got back. She is really nice. However, I think that if I start seeing a counselor I'm going to need to find a private therapist who I can meet with once a week or so, but that might be expensive. Anyway, I feel it might help. Help me deal with whatever issues have caused my problems and so on. I just don't feel that a short term counselor will be beneficial to be, becuase I'm so used to be veiled in my discussions of my emotional being with strangers. I found it really odd to casually be talking about me depression with someone I just met. I think it would be helpfeul to see a counselor, but a long term relationship would need to be established. The biggest problem with that would be my
bi-coastal-ness. Winters on the east, summers on the west. That seems counter intuitive. Anyway, the bi-coastal thing is an issue because I'm not sure which coast to find the therapist for. I think it would make more sense having the therapist here on the east coast, but what will I do during summer break? One complication after another. Well, that's the latest update from the farm (okay the city, but the expression is farm) until next time...keep on truckin'.